Academic whims

I was a failure


No matter how they said that one should appreciate life and all.. There will be a point in your life where you seem to be not so blessed enough. But technically I am blessed..

I just dont seem to appreciate what life has to offer..Today, I am doomed with all my school requirements. Earlier this morning, I got a message from one of my professors that I am exempted from the finals! Good! But then later, i found out that in one of my subjects, from a list where 17 out of 40 was exempted, I was not included! Shame on me! :(( I just needed a 0.44% to be exempted.... Can I not be a little happier???

I am so sad.. I think, that was a pattern.. It seems like it has been a cycle. I want to stop that cycle! Because I want to be happier...

I want to change who I am. and I'll start today! Yes right now! That's why I am posting this blog.. To remind myself.. how doomed I am today.. I care for myself, especially for my parents..

And not to forget, whatever happiness or sadness I am into.. I shall not forget to thank Him. I know, everything was a test, a realizer. Everyday is a finals exam in keeping my faith to Him. Thank you Father, for everything.. You make me humbled all the time.

and so, I most likely feel:

I am not a failure, afterall.


GOODLUCK for our Research Presentation! Fighting~!!!