"Words"
I envy Grey, I envy Steele.
I envy how a kiss is delivered and sealed.
I don't know why, I thought its cleared
But seems like I love you still.
Baby you're confusing yet amazing..
One smile, you make me love poem writing.
But there you go a bittersweet feeling,
sorrows felt for an unanswered longing.
I know of stories like Romeo and Juliet, even today.
Or of Hazel Grace and Augustus' exchange of OKAYs
and I REALLY ENVY Christian and Ana's MORE.
and yes baby, we don't know what's laid in store.
This poem is not a plea for you to look at me.
Or a plea that you'll like me, "supposed to be."
Maybe its my inner self, walking through the rain..
Freed, and learning to love again.
Way way back.. I thought it's been years since I first encountered fifty shades on twitter but I dont mind. Everyone's tweeting about Ian Somerhalder being their Fifty Shades and I get really curios but I ended up not killing the cat. Until lately, it was an older friend, an Ate who told me not to read the book coz knowing how innocent i am with regards to experiences of love and all..Oh well, I killed the cat this time.. and I might say I really had a great time killing it :)
Aside from the very romantic love story, revelations, very wealthy lifestyle, and all fucked up personality, what I really love about the story is about reading people. I get to understand. I get to learn. Smirking with witty conversations, tell-tale lovemaking, romantic gestures, teeny bop bop of their "more"... growing up! That's what makes me excited about all of this...
I'm turning 21 this year, and I cant hide it. Though I may look young and sound young and others treat me like so young....but i cant deny it.. I am getting older! days will pass..and I will age.. That's why I realized, I have to grow too.. Learn, mature, and be AWESOME!
I am on my senior year, and yet, I may say I haven't proved anything yet. Life after school. I dunno, not sure where I am headed to.. But I just know one thing.. I am headed to the road of AWESOMENESS :))
Oh yes, We don't know what destiny holds in store, I don't know where these feet will land 5 years from now. But i swear, and you should too.. WE SHOULD ALL BE AWESOME :) No matter how you define it. I mean, I may be headed to the road of rich and treasure.. or the road of knowledge and learning...or both..or whatever. What I am trying to say is, to whatever you're headed to.. MAKE SURE YOU DO YOUR BEST! :)
And for now, and all my blabbering to which I hope you won't mind.. I still have a homework to do.. It's a long day still! and a long road for AWESOMENESS..but I know, I am awesome(and you too)..in my own way!(in your own way) TAHAHAHAHHA! :)))
BTW, Just wanna thank our national heroes who fought for this freedom I have now..That's why I am here writing all this nonsense. MABUHAY PILIPINAS :)
